Struggling and getting desperate!!

Hi. Well it is not gastric flu - just uncontrolled, undiagnosed and untreated dysautonomia.
I need to see the Neurologist - he is the only person who can help me, but how much longer do I wait?
Life is limited and difficult. My husband is my rock and loves and supports me.
No husband should have their wife in the arms, fitting with a seizure!
another ambulance and A+E were terrific, but no answers.
What is going on?
I want to be normal - to feel great all day and night and lead a predictable, reliable life.
Oh to run and walk again!

Thanks Ernie for being with me through this.
Bye, Bethany.